Life Giving Love:

God, You Meet me even in my Hell, How Good Are You? Yet, in my suffering You just Sit there. You just Look at me as Hell’s Flame Consumes me. God, I ask for Deliverance, but You just Watch. And in my despair and unbearable loneliness, I ask You for a companion, but I am all alone. Even Nothingness seems to be less lonely than I am. 

But God, what a Fool am I? And How Good You Are? As You Tell me You Love Me for the 77nth time, I Realize You’ve Been Holding my Hand the Entire Time. 

You Have Been Sitting there, Holding my Hand and Keeping me from Death by Your Life. God, You Gave Your Son for me, and You Bear Hell’s Fire for me that I Might Live. God, if this Is Where I am to Come Into Your Love, then Let Hell Tremble at Your Great Love, and Let It Be So. God, How Good Is Your Life Giving Love? Hell cannot Burn Hot enough and Death cannot Kill me fast enough to Overcome Your Love. Right now, they Hurt like… well Hell. But as Your Love Grows in me and I Regenerate Faster by Your Life, I Know the Hurt will Become a Tickle. And then? Nothing, but Joy. God, Bring me to Life by Your Love, so that I can Live for You. Let Hell and Death Tremble at the sight of Your Children, let them Despair Us Covered By Your Glory.