Brokenness:

God, I try to discern which parts of me are rightly broken and which are wrongly broken. God, how foolish am I? What parts of me are actually Righteously Good as You are Good? None, apart from You. And God, what is there to hide? Not only is there no point since you See everything, but also the Reality is that all of me Needs Healing. And Healing You Do not withhold from those that Come to You. God, why do I hold parts of myself away from Your Healing? All I hold onto is pain and hurt and shame, and for what God? God, how foolish am I? Won’t You Heal all of me? Let me not foolishly and vainly try to hide parts of myself from You, and so from Your Healing. There is nothing I can Hide from You God, even the worst parts of me. And there is nothing in me that is intrinsically Good and doesn’t Need Your Redeeming. God You See all of me Already, so Please Heal all of me. Let me stop running away from You, and start Running Towards You. 

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