God, whether I am pleasantly surprised, or bitterly dismayed. What is it to me? More Importantly, what Is it to You? God, I Have You; and More Importantly, You, me. So then what despair? What joy? You Are Joy. What am I getting in on? Or missing out on? Nothing that Compares to You.

God, I say You Are Enough; yet I wonder how I will be enough. I wonder, how will I make do? God, won’t You Be Enough for this wretched soul? Trust in You, I will never have enough of;  so God Be Enough, otherwise nothing can Be Enough. 

If God is Withholding from Answering our Prayers, it is because He Will not Give us second best but the Best. We ought to Trust in God’s Omniscience and Goodness, and Trust that God Gives from His Goodness, in His Omniscience. 

Prayer: 

God, Let me Trust in Your Goodness. Let me Trust that You Allow for nothing but the Best for me. God Let me See that there Is nothing Better than You. 

God Take all my hope, that You might Be my Hope.

God, there is and will be many things I take for granted in this life, Let it Be that You are not One of them. 

God, though You Have Poured Many Blessings into my life, my selfish heart has taken Them all for granted. I treat Your Gold as dirt, and the sterile soil of the world as Gold. Then I wonder how I am so Poor. Instead of Cultivating what You Entrust to me by Your Love, I tend to It by my hands of destruction born from my sin and selfishness. God, my Soul is Barren, my Heart is Barren, and the Ashes of my Destruction is my daily Meal. God, won’t You Change this Sinful Heart and Soul, that They May Produce Eternal Fruit? How I’ve long grown tired of having Ashes as my Sustenance. God Your Will Be Done, that my Spirit Be Satisfied In Your Glory.